Losing yourself

Sometimes the world is just too much. 

You try to pick up the pieces, to get yourself together 

but in the end you still fall apart. 

And then joy becomes this stupid, hard fight 

you do day for day until you dont know what you keep fighting for. 

But you do anyway - cause they want you to. 

In the end you reach the point of losing yourself 

in demands, lives and wishes of others.